Listed below are some of the testimonials received from happy clients who attended our courses and sessions:

I’ve been learning from beloved Apa since 2018.
I am ever so grateful for the many life changing moments due to the lessons
I’ve learnt
May Allah keep Apa in good health and continue to do what she does best
After completing the online abundance…
I planned in my head
A luxurious bubble bath after a long day at work….to bath and reflect
When I got home…I found my 8 year old in the luxurious tub….
Which she filled with rose petals, and bath salt. She put her sunglasses on
and enjoyed herself….
When I asked her, what’s all this…she said i wanna be just like you mum
 ❤️❤️
Abundance is all aspects alhamdulillah
Then I hoped that I had more and more of apa inspiration..like daily!
And today get the notice of another power packed workshop.
Super super excited.
Thank you apa.
Saaima

Moments are lived in the now …..
I am totally and uttly overwhelmed that Allah has chosen for me such wonderfully awesome souls to share all my broken moments with, to understand that with totally acceptance breaking makes me heal , teaches me to be kind , forgiving and merciful towards myself and others . Never Never have I known the TRUE FEELING of FREE , freedom of guilt , freedom of anger , freedom of fear , freedom to just BE ..
My Rabb Bless with abundance of ALL YOUR treasures a center for Apa Fatema, so that all mothers , grandmothers , daughters and sisters can go and learn how awesome it is to have a connection with YOU , oh Allah I have read , heard all my life I should have love for YOU , I thank YOU , OH Allah for showing me through Your chosen how to do this , feel it and live it . My Jazakumul laahukhayra , my thank you and Shukran is a drop , Teachers will reap the rewards of their students good deeds .So my fabulous Apa , to years and tons and tons of moments of truth and deep love to you ❤
And Party 🎉 like a half a smartie !!!
Nawaal

Jazakallah Appa, Allah has used you as a medium to change my life. ❤❤❤
Zahira

I feel like I’m Leavinga pice of my heart behind💔
Kulsum

… yes definitely had a wonderful experience and Jazakallahu Khairan to every one for the fabulous time and a special jazakallahu Khairan to Apa, all the trainers.
Amina

Assalamu Alaikum Beautiful people, words cannot describe how I feel. I feel so grateful for each and every one of you🤗
All praises are due to Allah, Alhamdulillah I can express myself today without any inhibitions something I could never do. I feel so much love it feels as if it wants to pour out of my body🌹
Jazakallah Khair to Apa, I can truly say that I have never met anyone like apa in my life and to each and everyone else I feel that I could not have done this without you❤❤❤
Ayesha

I don’t think I laughed this much in forever, like really openly laugh

I love that at no ego everyone of us can be our true self and we’re all so open & know that there is no judgment whatsoever.

May Allah reward you all for the beautiful week and even better experience.
I may be quiet but even so this week meant so much to me and I am so grateful. Alhamdulillah!

Spending so much time with Apa was also my biggest highlight and it was so so refreshing and just what I needed. I’m so grateful that I am one of the people that know and can be in the company of Apa ♥
Fatima M

*No Ego 2019*

The No Ego workshop by Apa Fatema has been one of the best blessings that has ever happened to me in my personal life.
I’ve taken so much from it. Identified my daily bullshit… and subtle manipulations.

I attended the 2019 event as a trainer. My experience each time has been unique. But this year was off the charts for me…

The different personalities of the delegates added flavour and new facets.

And of course fadila, naazia and Ayesha are always teaching me and are like my family now.

The other trainers are my sisters. We are connected on another level. 💗

Apa Fatema I can try to write in words what you mean to me… But they would only be a slight trickle, when you are a flowing unstoppable river, that meets the vast ocean…

Your sincerity and patience for every woman… Your forthright, yet gentle way…
You have knowledge, wisdom, tact, insight, foresight, and soooo many qualities I can mention… Your presence is magnetic. Your comfort, solace and advice is always a message away…

Thank you for such an exceptional experience. I will never forget my first No Ego. It blew me into true existence and reality.
My intense fears of the past have left me… I no longer survive, I thrive…
I took soooo much this time round.

You are just an *ammmazing* soul….to me…

Allah has favored me with many, many things, and you are one of my biggest blessings and inspirations.
May you grow from strength to strength and spread your noor and gifts far and wide, across every country and continent. Aameen ✨

Wahida

No man no u come from ego course how can your words still be the same when your soul is flying ???Nawaal

And today for the first time I looked at my daughter with such love and awe in admiration… Alhumdulillah washukrulillah… I got an opportunity to be with my Batool and Allah swt has lifted the veils for me to see beyond and beyond. Lutfia

2019 No EGO
My experience.
With excitement and joy started my journey to being hours away from leaving to go for the course and feeling like I can run away from it . Read over and over and over again the 13 enemies ..

Having a deep need to be authentically me . ‘ what you seeking is seeking you ‘ is honestly the truth if you do this course !!! Your hand will be held , your feet will be firmly placed on earth with a profound Love for Allah , trust will be built , compassion will be felt , ‘guilt’,’anger’, ‘fear ‘, ‘doubt’ Will know its place as you are guided with honor , love and respect . Your truth will shine as diamonds in the sky , your soul will be free , a freedom that if I could bottle it I’d give it to one and all .
To being REAL . As a gem said to me only say what you mean ..
Love Nawaal

Slms apa alhamdulillah after doing no ego in 2018 I felt soo much better, and my life changed for the better. When I decided to come as a trainer in 2019 I loved every minute of it and learned a whole lot more esp with ppl who see you for who u are, and not jus the exterior, u make friends for life I realised that all ppl have some kind of problem and we learnt hw to deal with it rationally jzkl to apa and the whole team love u guys 💞 Fatima

*No Ego 2019*

On my way to the workshop heavily in denial, just being discharged from being in hospital for 2 weeks, thinking I was already on my road to recovery of being in a depression for years.

Leaving the workshop in a complete state of peace & love within myself and feeling so connected to my Beloved Creator, the Most Loving and Most Forgiving Allah.

Realising that before entering the workshop, I was completely broken inside, filled with self hatred and anger and longing for a connection with Allah, feeling unworthy of being loved by my Creator, myself and others.

It feels as if the love in me is bursting out and the need to spread it to all those around me.

JazakAllah Appa Fatema Loonat & everyone else that contributed to my freedom, I can’t remember ever feeling this way❤

Zahira

By the time I listened to this part of the audio, I started crying. When writing the 50 people, things and experiences, I felt like SubhaanAllaah, I felt SubhaanAllaah fully. So much to be greatful for and so many time we don’t even notice things that are so important in our lifes…. by writing them down I realized that all people all things and all experiences of our life are there to support us, to elevate us to teach us.
SubhaanAllaah
Bakhtinisaa

I strted crying too 😭but alhamdulillah I felt a sense of relief coming closer to Allah swt and in Sha Allah increasing my imaan at the same time 💞 Fatima Essay

I had shivers all the time doing this.
I was crying at some point to.
I had a sence of contentment and peace
Ammara Obaray

This was calming, usually do zikr and also try and get all days work done. But actually sitting down and listening to audio clips brought peace.
Shamima Shaikh

Assalaamu alaikum,i was very moved during the muraqabah and when I 1st saw I had to write down 50 things etc. I thought I wouldnt have close to 50,bt as I kept writing I realised how many ppl and things have influenced my life positively and continue to do so.Shukr Algamdulillah
Giqma

Alhamdulillah we have so much to be grateful for and writing them down made me feel so blessed … the little things we take for granted 🥺
The zikr was beautiful calm and relaxing ❤👌
Sadia

Alhamdullilah.
The feeling of being grateful makes me really apprecite life.the Zikr was so calming and made me connect with my Creator.Alhamdullilah.
Amazing experience ❤😘🌈
Farhana

1. How did it feel for you.
Amazing, Mashaa-Allah, connection to Allah and my heart filled with love, acceptance and gratitude..
Alhamdulillah-washukrulillah..

2. What realisations did you have?
Realized that so much to be grateful for, definitely more than 50 things came to mind..
Apa Shareefa Matthews

Appa Jzk Khair for teaching me.

This is out of my comfort zone. I was feeling a bit forward cos it’s ur group and course and I’m chatting more n saying well done. 🙈
Then I realised I musn worry or *assume* what ppl think.

And that I am ffg your instruction and guidance. Which I am very honoured to do 💗
Wahida

1. How did it feel for you?
The Zikr is so calming and it’s as if you can feel Allah’s love entering your body. The Anxiety replaced with Trust in Allah❤

2. What realisations did you have?
Alhamdulillah, we have been blessed with countless blessings of which so many yearn for. Realised we always focus on what we want or desire rather than appreciating what he have.
Zahira

Assalaamu alaikom wa Ragmatoellahie WA barakaatoe. Subghaanaallah where do i start. The Thikr moved me, i could just feel Allah’s presence with me and me in the universe. Funny thing tho while listening to the clips(headphones on) i heard the birds chirping and thought for myself wow how Apa has created the mood in such a way one feels nsynced with it all and then everything went quiet. I kept on doing my thikr and then peeped just to see how far the clip was and it finished long ago. So basically i did my thikr with the birds 🤭. Totally love it and am looking forward to day 2. The gratitude list made me realise just how many ppl do inspire me, i grateful i am to Allah swt for allowing our paths to cross, some stay and some leave and shukr to Allah they mostly leave footprints in my heart, others leave me with valuable lessons. Shukr to Allah for allowing me to be a part of this group and shukran to Apa and the team.
Lamiza

1. How did it feel for you.
It felt very calming. I felt connected to Allah

2. What realisations did you have?
All my worries seemed so small in that moment and realizing that Allah is here with us all. That Allah is and has always been there we just have to realize it at some point. And when I did the gratitude thingy I realized I have so much more to be grateful for.
Ammara

How i felt?
Calm and relaxed and at peace with the zikr Alhamdullilah
Realisations
That i have control of my wellbeing if i put all my Trust in Allah SWT we tend to overthing for no reason because Allah SWT is ultimately the all knowing and nothing is without his decree subhanallah
Zainub

Felt a deep connection , of over flowing love and a desire for more and more and more .
Found the 50 to write down , made me smile from my heart so very grateful .
[01/06, 10:33 PM] Apa Haseena Ally: How I felt?
I felt that being part of this was Allah giving me an opportunity to come closer to Him.
Visualization of the pillar of Noor was amazing.

On the one clip when Apa said let go of Fear etc.
For me that stood out cos I realized that fear was a major factor that kept me back from attempting many things that I wanted to…hearing that fear is from Shaytan I felt like his days of playing me are on the way to being over.
Also, as I went on with my day I spent parts of it in awareness that all creation constantly makes the zikr if Allah and how could I not be part of that.
Nawaal

Zikr made me feel so good & so much closer to Allah makes ur connection with Allah more intense 🌷by writing down the 50 made me realize how lucky n fortunate i am to be in Allahs favour Alhamdulilah🌷
Fatima

Alhamdulillah.. felt amazing..I felt like..I have nothing to worry about. Everything is in Allah’s hands. I must just let go..and let things be.❤❤
Salma

[01/06, 10:42 PM] Ridhwaana Le Pere: Very emotional
[01/06, 10:43 PM] Ridhwaana Le Pere: Sence of softens eneterd the heart
[01/06, 10:43 PM] Ridhwaana Le Pere: Still emotional
[01/06, 10:45 PM] Ridhwaana Le Pere: I have found Allah

Very emotional
Alhamdurilah
Peace entering the heart
Feeling of the hard heartedness and anger
replaced with peace feeling more calm and connection with almighty Allah is entering my heart alhamdurilah
Ridhwaana

How did i feel?
Felt my heart tremour, was completely at ease and peace.. like spreading my wings n flying with no fear and Allah’s protection encircling me. A very freeing feeling alhumdullilah..

What realization did u have?

That fear and trust are major issues in my life.. The fear that things wont work out or ppl will disappoint or hurt me.. so that doesnt allow me to trust ppl or try new things.. .. but its not ppl that i need to trust.. Or have a fear for things not working out..

As long as i place my trust in my Allah there is no place for fear of anything or anyone.. All i have to do is my Allah to protect me and guide me and save me from difficulties or calamities and if i need to learn a lesson teach it to me in a beautiful manner without trails.. ask for what i want ..

And most important be grateful for all i have alrdy.. i have Allah’s rehmah and mercy on me all the time.. i have a very strong support system around me .. Allah sent many ppl to teach me many lessons in different forms be it good or bad.. my biggest lesson always trust in Allah he is the best of planners ..

For the past few days i made an intention to always think positive and be positve.. turning every thought into a positive dua.. where things wernt possible before to see it work now even before i attempt it.. i alrdy feel so abundant Alhumdullilah.. i thought of a few things i need to research and they just randomly popped up for me..

I feel really blessed and im very excited for my journey ahead.. Alhumdullilah 💗
Jameela

I felt so calm,so quiet a feeling of utter tranquility just enveloped me which is great for someone that’s always thinking and over thinking…

The list made me take stock of the past few years especially and realise how much I have achieved and how far I’ve come how blessed I am and how many battles I’ve won, I know my Allah has the best plan for me but this just serves as a reminder…
I felt so calm,so quiet a feeling of utter tranquility just enveloped me which is great for someone that’s always thinking and over thinking…

The list made me take stock of the past few years especially and realise how much I have achieved and how far I’ve come how blessed I am and how many battles I’ve won, I know my Allah has the best plan for me but this just serves as a reminder…
Attiya

After an extremely busy day, it was a nice way to calm down Alhamdulillah and realise my true purpose regardless of everything happening around me….Allah ♥Alhamdulillah.
Kulsum

1. How did I feel.
I felt at peace closer to Allah and wanted to do more zikr
2. What realization did I have?
I have a lot to be grateful for. And the source of gratitude is in Allah and that I control of my wellbeing and that I should place full trust in Allah
Fatima

Good evening❤. How I felt? I cried uncontrollably writing down the people i am grateful for. There is 1 individual who broke my trust…my realization revealed something to me…something unexpected which added that I need to trust Allah…some truth was revealed to me during the exercise. Moving forward i have so much to be grateful for thanks to the support and love from those who didnt judge me. All is well🙌. I feel a sense of belonging in this world we live in.
[01/07, 12:42 AM] Jeunesse Marlboro Mufti Ahmed Moosa: There was tranquility found when doing the zikr. I use to have it. But lost it some how. Jzk
Shobana

The Zikr done slowly really made me realize the importance of the words and the calming effect I felt instead of the parrot fashion way Just felt uplifted n content. Repeated it after asr too.
Shamima

Felt completely peaceful during Thikrs.
Realised that I have a lot of work to do on myself.
Grateful for day 1/21 done 🌸
Siyaam

✅alhamdulillah just did mine now , the feeling is unexplainable, the laa ilaha made me cry alot because it took me back to one day last year when we got the news that we were going to move to a better apartment , as we had been staying in an extremely small flat , the size of a toilet and j always knew In my heart that Allah would help us one day, but when it happened we were so happy , my mother and j started saying the zikr of Laa ilaha with tears flowing out of our eyes , wallah Allah is the healer of broken hearts , I’m so grateful to be part of this amazing journey, apa you are amazing ❤
Zuleikha

Slmz everyone 💕 I’m not too good at this but what can I say other that Alhamdulillah 💕 I never make time for myself so that was the most important part for me. A realization that this is what I need to do for myself everyday in order to get closer to my Allah and to better myself. I must admit I did everything late in the evening but shukr it still got done. Felt very calm and relaxed while I was doing it and realized that there’s really so much to make shukr for, even for instance being lucky enough to have a maid or for being able to bake well etc 💕🤗
Sumaya

MashaAllah what a tranquil feeling.. ZIKR was the most amazing I felt myself shift and feel so much lighter.. Being able to release was very powerful as I tend to have absorbed alot and my body has alot of stress.. Jzk for the opportunity to be a part of this group.
Sajida

Been a really good day Alhmdllh. Since yesterday’s exercise I just feel more connected to Allah. Being greatful for His endless blessings and seeing abundance in all his creation. Surely He will take care of us as He does with the birds, the plants , the ants etc. Only He is the sustainer and the provider . It brings a deep sense of peace and appreciation and that alone brings so much more calm to the heart.
Mujtaba

Aslmz..
this is the first time I’m giving feedback and that is becoz I struggled abit with how I was feeling and being abit overwhelmed and not really being able to put into words how I felt, or am feeling so far this abundance has help me deal with a lot of issues I had emotionally and I got to put a lot of things behind me, I feel lighter and more at ease. I am so grateful for the opportunity to beable to do this abundance course definitely the best decision I’ve made yet. I am grateful for the opportunity I get to get closer to our creator. I have never felt more grateful.
Thaakira

Aslm, hope you all well and have enjoyed these 21 days as much as I have..
I must mention that I am doing this for a second time, and subhanallah the results are phenomenal..

Firstly Alhamdulillah-washukrulillah Allah has chosen the perfect moment for this to come into my life, the first and second time round..

Secondly the daily muraqabah /thikrullah is immensely beautiful and beneficial, the connection with Allah, amazingly grows with each passing day.
I am especially grateful for this.
This is now a part of my daily routine through this journey called life..

Thirdly the daily tasks are so apt and well put together, the impact it made in my life, Subhanallah I feel as if I grew 21 years, in just 21 days. Alhamdulillah-washukrulillah.

I see Abundance in everything especially in my ibaadah, my time and relationships which is a big thing for me as I was really struggling with relationships..
Time also has Barakah and I’m more relaxed, and getting things done in a calmer way and every one in the household are calmer too, Subhanallah.

In every way abundance is for me, with me, surrounding me, flowing through me, in every espect of my life, Alhamdulillah-washukrulillah..

Those of you who have not yet done apas abundance course workshop [one on one] please consider it, together with this course results are guaranteed provided your intention is correct and your reasons for doing this is solely for the pleasure of Allah..
Sharifa

Aslm
Existence is the state a person finds themselves in when they focus on limations. It is a crippling state whereby the person knows only to sustain themselves with negativity and in so doing delude themselves into thinking that they have nothing to offer the world. It is a miserable, lonely and sad state of affairs. A world in which they are forever tortured by the miraculous growth of others, while day by day they starve, not willing to see their own growth or personal miracles. And so with the passing of each empty year the hole within their souls grows bigger and bigger, ferociously eating away the little hope they have inside.

Yes, I have once only existed! I have watched my life pass me by, leaving me feeling discontented and useless. However today as type this message, I choose to live! And choose do so with utmost hope, as through this course I have not only been motivated, but inspired. Having discovered that my gift to the world is none other but myself, I can today value the person I am and work hard to become the woman I dream to be. And as the way I perceived myself flourished so did the way I see the world. Now I am fully aware that I am a creation of Allah, just as the sun, the moon, the sky, the trees and birds, I am connected to the universe. And did Allah Himself not create us? So then are we not His Sole responsibility? Certainly beyond any doubt He is not an unfair Lord. Thus as He feeds the birds and the plants and every other living thing, will He not also feed me? For everything has a purpose, and mine is to serve and worship Him, and His is to create, to sustain, to own and to protect that which He creates. And so if I am the sole responsibility of Thee Most Merciful, The Most Just, The Most Compassionate, is there then any need for me to destroy my the heart, soul and body, which He has blessed me with by worrying that there isn’t enough? I honestly don’t think so.

And so it is in this way that this course has completely altered my life and I am honoured to end it off by saying

I am truly grateful

Alhamdulillah
Shaakira

Asalaam hu alaikum. How u doing. I just wanted to say jzkla again for helping me that weekend. I really wit all my heart believe Allah swt wanted me to be there. U know im on anti depressants for 8 years now and i want to go off it insha allah. Things were going bad for a good few years making stupid decisions selling all our things moving to Durban. Cz my husband cuz said he has a house for us. But we slept 8 mnts in lounge on floor. So we were just going down and down. Few days before i came the weekend the landlord where im renting is selling this house. I was finish. But i have some hope. Before i wud be stressing out of my mind.
Remember i said after my son passed away i stopped having hope. I didn’t wana to make salaah thinking something gona go wrong. And i remembered what u said.. Now i actually read. 🤲. Im so grateful for that. My kifs go wit transport they come late home. So cant make it for madressah. Then i put them in a home madressah but i couldnt make it to pay for it and for transport now they dont go. It trouble me so much i want them to learn. Wen i went to madressah i went little late. Then just didnt want to go. I knw the basics but i wish i knew more and i dont want my kids to be like me. But alhamdu lillah wen i read they read with me.. I want to be close to Allah. Not cz things are bad. But cz i want to to.. Just being able to read my salaah. Is wow. Cz i used to say tomorrow. Or agh one of the days and years went by. And nothing
When i used to laugh. I thought how can i be happy. Something is going to wrong. Then it just so happen mabe kids get flu. Or fever. Then im finish. So i stopped. I thought im meant to b unhappy.
Rashida

Alhamdulillah it’s now 2 weeks since we doing these challenges and todays challenge was just so apt… Because for a while now Ive started bringing my awareness to everything… I feel like I’m dancing the dance of life.. Alhamdulillah.. Even when it seems like its a dead end.. A way appears.. 💕💕💕💕
Nazia
I feel like I am home, if that even makes sense
Shareefa

So today’s feedback, Alhamdulillah-washukrulillah, every thought I had, materialized, Subhanallah
Shareefa

Alhamdulillah! Alhamdulillah! Alhamdulillah! Abundance is flowing and my biggest realisation today is that my connection with Allah is real and it’s there and I just need to embrace and accept it.
Fatima

بسم الله الرحمان الرحيم
السلام عليك و رحمة الله و بركاته

I hope this message finds you well with aafiyah aameen.

Not even a week ago I felt stuck, stuck in my life, unable to move forward. I was suffocating in my own negative emotions and perceptions of who I thought I was, and the life of mediocracy I was certain I would live to it’s bitter end, unchanged with no potential for growth.

However as I type this message to you today, I am excited and motivated to inform you of what I wholeheartedly believe is the answer to changing scarcity into abundance. And no, you will not need a balaclava as we will not be robbing a bank, instead all that is requires is for you to show gratitude, and you will realise that you already are abundant, the next step is to be positive at all times and most importantly trust that Allah Himself is the source of abundance, and His abundance is unlimited, and all it takes to access it is to surrender to Him and He, along with all His abundance will become yours…

Subhan Allah, these four steps has changed my outlook on life and the way I choose to live it and ultimately what I take out of it…

It is out of love for you that I chose to share this with you… If you are interested in a serious life change for the best and the motivation to become the best version of yourself and live your best life, consider this abundance course with Apa Fatema Loonat. Kindly message me if you are interested…

May Allah continue to bless, protect and guide you with aafiyah, aameen.

Yours, always

Shaakira